Walking through the death corridors, avoiding every gaze from other people. Hoping to be saved from the hideous humankind, I leave all the husky voices behind, just to hide myself in a long, deep hate. I see hell in my eyes when I give a look to the mirror, and I can't stand it. It's just grinding my gears.
I wanna surrender to my inner apathy, but this is not a game, otherwise I'd be shuddering of pleasure.
Something is going wrong in my Reich, I'm feeling I'm dieing inside, lowering my head and claiming a heal for my sorrow, but the more I beg is the less I receive. I dream of mosquitoes filling their stomach with my blood, making my skin swell. This yank attaches me to this dark forest, the forest of denial. Snow touch my shoulders, cold ice grow inside my lungs. A trickle of blood comes out from my mouth, I'm freezing and I breathe this pain. "Hold on, stay together" I'm saying to myself, but I don't hear my own voice. I'm falling apart and I'm giving a gaze of dread to this dead corridors.